January 2012
everytime i hear the opening notes to dark blue i...
i was going to watch dear jack, but decided...
going to sleep until lusie gets back. i just want to sleep for days. my energy is gone.
"The darker the secret, the harder you keep it."
i think my roommate and i have said maybe fifty words to each other since i moved in.
I keep bruising really easily.
I ate more than I have all week and my stomach is...
potatoes, two biscuits, a waffle, orange juice.
i want to die.
"I haven't heard from any of them. Guess if they...
That is from my dad’s mom.
Part of me feels guilty about not contacting them. For me, it is still really painful to speak with them since dad died.
And that house. The neighborhood. The secrets I’m just now remembering.
I sent her a message back in september and never got a reply.
So I sent her one just now, apologizing for not being in contact, life is busy.
i wasn't able to eat yesterday. i just want...
at first i was terrified of being so high off the ground, it comes up to my neck, but now i don’t mind it. i just want to stay here huddled under all my blankets and hide.
i took some medicine the doctors gave me in october to knock out nausea and it makes you sleepy.
i have a sleeping pill hang over.
I think I left my signature hat in the lab where...
Unexpected moving day. Hooray. I am excited, I...
The best part about my acting class today was a...
Both my therapist and psychiatrist told me I'm...
and they strongly advised me going off medication.
“so basically i’ll always have to be on something?”
“yes.”
“what if i was able to find some natural-“
“there aren’t any records showing that it will work.”
i just want to cry.
it’s seven in the evening.
i’m going to sleep.
Went to get bloodwork, and after sticking me four...
a note about my relationship with glee,tumblr,...
i’m really just exhausted and not as crazy about it as i used to be. i have too many other things going on.
my therapist told me my depression is coming back stronger.
i don’t care about that either.
what i do care about is going to sleep early, waking up early, getting my homework done ahead of time, job hunting, and trying to take care of my health because it’s not going so...
I sent Curt a question regarding letters and he sent out a tweet to everyone saying that it’s been a crazy two months but he would get to them soon.
Sweet. But. I’m moving dorms and buildings. I’m sure they’d forward my mail to my new box.
i've decided i'm not going to delete this blog....
While the lovely Lusie and I were having dinner tonight we both discovered that we didn’t have roommates. So, we filled out a form and will most likely become roommates. This means it will be awesome and not weird at all to be rehearsing stuff in the dorm.
I need to read and rehearse for auditions tomorrow.
I have too much to do.
I really like going to sleep before midnight. I...
I’m considering deleting this blog.
I dropped my creative writing capstone.
I just don’t care.
Also I think I might be allergic to milk or...
I had a bit of milk at dinner because I had intense heartburn from the banana I ate, and about thirty minutes later I had the whole dizziness/nausea/intense headache/vision issues again.
My ‘adoptive’ mom has food issues regarding milk and gluten, so I shot her an email asking if she had similar issues with it.
I can never sleep the before the first day of...
I mean I started feeling horrible again so I crashed around ten and slept until four. I’m heading to class around eight even though my class isn’t until nine ten.
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"Celebrity" vs. Character
curtismega:
I never want to seek after “celebrity”… only consistency.
I never want to seek after fame… only excellence.
I want to be known for the character of my heart… not by the status of my name.
I want to be remembered for giving… never expecting.
I want to be remembered by how much I loved… not how much people loved me.
toxicled:
Darren’s final show speech
In wich Scott is a dick and I really don't want to...
Given that you’ve come so late into our department –technically you’re a junior, according to Topnet-(I’m actually a senior, thank you) you really need to get that Prod I course under your belt right away too, along with Voice and Movement; So, unless you can convince me that putting off Prod I is somehow in your best interest, I’m going to say no. Sorry.
Hey. Why couldn’t you...
100% sunshine & rainbows: What We Learned At... →
allthegirlsarebummers:
This will be divided into things that I remember being said, and then my own speculation (some of my speculation fueled by hearsay, some of which I feel confident about, but still—it’s not “official”).
It will be shorter than previous works. Matt said as much and…
I swear, between Little Numbers and Darren's last...
i've been looking for you forever.: Fandom has... →
ravenclawdia:
Or eras. Periods. Call them what you will.
The fact remains. Some are fleeting, and some last forever, and most of them overlap like crazy.
Today marks the end of a brief one— the “Darren is on Broadway and this is a three-week-long dream, right?” phase. It was preceded by a…
pezberryberet:
ethan’s texting style should be strikethrough because everything he says, does and stands for is irrelevant
FREAKING LITTLE NUMBERS ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGHT...
atticrissfinch:
YOU’RE KIDDING
I’M GOING TO KILL EVERYBODY
I HATE WIPS
WHAT THE FUCK. WHY DID LITTLE NUMBERS HAVE TO END...
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But coffee - coffee is a hug in a cup and a hug is...
So true.
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"I bet google is a morning person"
this story man. SO GOOD.
starting little numbers.
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I really really really don't want to take that...
YES!!! Drama Writing is in the Theatre Department...
IF THE WAFFLE MAKER IS BROKEN I WILL CRY.
Okay, I'm going to leave now. I need waffles.
Kirby that’s your cue to go brush your teeth. I guess I’ll meet you outside PFT.
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I jsut saw your comment, Kirby. Just because I'm a...